No Title... ( Is it necessary?)

Stare at my life and pass me by, isn’t easy. I don’t want to be frozen eternally in the shadow of my previous mistakes and definitely I don’t want to waste another day of my life for it. I try to chase every single day and try to fill it up with joy and delight that I desired for. But at the other side should I be anxious about an upcoming threat and peril that might be happen ahead?

I’m in quandary.

I hate a misfortune, weeping and cheating, all the fooling around.
Being alone and why it keeps repeating?

Please take me out from this dark hole.

I'm desperated!