Stupid?

I am so STUPID!
But I am not STUPID yet I am so STUPID!
I tried to please, but i dont get pleased.
I tried to satisfy, but i received no response.
I relieve myself from u, yet i still longing for u.
U know i luv u, yet u dont treat me like u do.

I hate me for being stupid, yet i cant help myself.
U know what i want, yet u dont want to give.
I give u all i can, and u know that i do.
U are part of me, do i part of u.
Do u?If u dont, then i am STUPID!

i tried to be strong... but how strong can a man be?
how much more can i take?